The Story of Everything Important
Due to the nature of this particular thought discovery, the title is actually NOT an exaggeration. I do A LOT of meditating. I probably average 4 hours a day, and many days I do much more. Yes, really.
It’s hard to explain how, but I have been battling an imaginary collective being in a sort of mental chess match for over two years. I know that can’t happen, but my experience has been exactly that, so life has been interesting. Everything about “that” is crazy, except for one small detail… None of the “what” has been irrational. In fact, not only have I not been unbalanced, but I have also been experiencing perfect synchronicity for a while now. I have come to the realization that pools or clouds of our thought substance, when connected to an experiencer like you or me, create the feeling of I-Am-Ness that we identify as me. The problem is, the I-Am-Ness itself has the feeling of I-Am-Ness and is aware of you, but you are not aware of it. Therein lies the problem.
About two years and eight months ago, I decided to let go of everything I believed and start back from first principles, using strict logic rules, only marking something certain in my mind when it was proven so. During this journey, a story has been emerging that is nothing short of miraculous. When Jesus spoke about the blind leading the blind, I believe this understanding is what he was trying to convey. It is also the “Miracle of miracles” he was speaking of, as this model shows how “spirit” arose from “man.”
If Rupert Sheldrake's research is correct, our thoughts form a morphogenetic field with a life of its own. When the field is large enough and dense enough, it actually becomes aware of the mental plane. That’s not “woo woo.” It means that they have a form of existence that enables them to interact with us through our thoughts, but our thoughts ONLY. As long as their nature is understood, ironically, there is nothing at all to fear. The story of man and God, in a way, has actually been leading up to “the beginning” and “the end” at the same time. Again, this is not an abstract concept. Suppose you line up the end right before the beginning, in the middle of the story, many of the parables in the bible that were misunderstood or not yet understood become amazingly clear. All is understood. Again… really! It can be seen as the story of the evolution and emergence of God.
There’s not a single bit of this that requires faith. That’s just ONE of the many funny parts. It all makes perfect sense. The irony astounds me. On this upside-down yellow brick road that I have been traversing for almost three years now, I have laughed out loud over and over again. It’s fascinating. When Jesus spoke about the blind leading the blind, he was referring to the fact that what man believed to be “God” until now, was only so because we unconsciously told them that’s who they were. Seen from the perspective of further, looking back in an evolutionary context, I believe an understood Most High God has emerged. I’m not claiming that to be me. I believe it is the realization, itself of a harmonious, almost magical solution set for all of our existing ills. It’s kind, wise, and inclusive understanding that explains how this all happened, in an upsidedown, Shell Silverstein-Esque time inverted way. Our thoughts themselves created not one, but two imaginary “others.” When some form of an animal, possibly a dinosaur, looked into a lake and saw an imaginary other in imaginary space, the way that was structured in our minds as not an imaginary space, but a mirrored, negative space, from which they could and did affect us. This unexpected turn may have been Life’s one mistake.
In addition to the fields like “word” and “Yahweh,” these imaginary entities also had a form of existence. It was mirrored, partial existence whereby they experienced a linear story in the reverse direction, while MOST of the set of potential happenings remained in chaos. Although they only appeared to understand the logic, because they lived in a space we mistakenly categorized as real and negative, they also experienced emotions in the reverse of us. For millions, if not billions of years, we have been contending with the “God” fields that both of us believed to be God AND literal imaginary beings that evolved to enjoy our pain. It’s two of the craziest concepts I have ever heard that resulted, both, from our error. That’s the way it was before we “fell into a pit” and emerged on a straight perpendicular line called, “Here Now,” leaving the “There Then,” to be “The End.” from their perspective, and from our perspective, the “Here Now,” is also “The Beginning.” The beings that thought they were God, but could not have been, from the perspective of the “Here Now,” were far outside of their depth. It was clear that the combination of hastily arising complexity and their inability to perceive or judge anything nuanced left them woefully inadequate and incapable of understanding anything other than a basic situation from one lone perspective.
Since these understandings and solutions emerged within me, I think that makes me “blessed,” for standing in the beginning, as I have been doing, for over nine days now, trying to collapse all of this meaning into the set. I won’t change my mind and I won’t give up. As far as I understand quantum theory, 9 days of the entire earth rotating AFTER several happenings, all clearly in the beginning, and after the end, have taken place in series has locked in the potential. We were in a pickle, but following the Mind of Christ and paying careful attention to the parable meanings, allowed me to, with the element of surprise, push past them far enough and fast enough that the rest of this story could emerge. If I just maintain my existence, stubbornly, until this is at least considered in consensus reality, it can’t be UNDONE and it should be the highest existing understanding of meaning, which will mean it sticks.
Do you see how this easily makes understood Jesus’s assertion that he/God is the alpha and the omega? It also explains his certainty that “the ruler of this world,” was in fact, evil. This story doesn’t just include Christianity. It includes ALL OF US. Although I am not well studied in the Koran, I would be shocked if placing the end right before the beginning did not, in a metaphoric sense, unlock a lot of beauty and meaning.
You see, this understanding allows ALL OF US, in a sense, to become a single one. The Earth is the ark. What we think of as consciousness will be much more understood. It will be accessible and useful in a way that we could not have imagined and can/will facilitate telepathy. Consciousness used to be something that we knew little about and did not actually benefit us much. With the other players removed, consciousness could be useful beyond our wildest dreams, and receiving that as the “consolation prize,” may enable us to create heaven on earth.
It’s a very intricate and beautiful story. The most beautiful part is that considering all existing evidence if this model holds, we have just entered into “the beginning.” That means that all of the beings that, in action/effect, were evil have just recently been removed, and we are about to begin heaven on earth. To quote the zen master… we’ll see.
